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I really have no words to describe what I posted here so long ago. Bit of a backstory on how I got here today. I was watching this video of Ph1LzA and he posted a 5 Year Montage of his Hardcore Minecraft World that he finally died in after so long. So it made me think of what happened for 5 years of my life while he was doing this and it brought me here. And oh boy what a rude person I was.
I started going through my posts and I just cringed. Like some of the comments are so rude, straight forward, and really kinda snobby. It really just makes me feel so bad for what I did and honestly, I want to go back in time and hit myself for this. But in a sense, there were some good cringe moments. This weird story dream I had was just off but nostalgic in the sense of I remember typing it from all those years ago. I was so invested in this story I tried to make it real and share it with everyone. In a sense, I did fail. Like I made so many spelling mistakes and the wording of these stories is so vague and makes it hard for people to follow.Not only that, I started seeing bits a pieces of names of people I met on here and memories started to flow more. I remember times I crushed on some people on here and that just made me go *yuck* or *ehuuuugh* today. I get I was like 12 - 14, but this is just unbearable. Seriously some of the comments I made in response to them responding to my posts is downright rude and disrespectful. Most of them were people stating some constructive feedback and I apparently couldn't take it. I now can thankfully, so I guess that started to teach me that life is full of critics so deal with it.
There's two reasons i'm posting this. One is, if anyone knew who I was or met me all those years ago, I am really sorry for my attitude. It was completely unacceptable for even someone my age. I know its insignificant since its been so long, but I want to just put it out there because of how bad it was. The other reason is just kinda to label how far I've come and as a lesson to some. I really have come far from 7 years and this did get the ball rolling to teach me how to be a better person. So I hope this kinda teaches some lessons in regards to what not to do on here. If you want to check for yourself you can if you want. It does not matter to me much since now i'm 19 years old and i'm not really into Minecraft much anymore. I play it from time to time but never like I once was. I might come on here every so often just to laugh and cringe at what I once did, but I'll never be as active as I once was. So thanks for reading my long monologue about an old man looking at the past and remembering how far I came.
I started going through my posts and I just cringed. Like some of the comments are so rude, straight forward, and really kinda snobby. It really just makes me feel so bad for what I did and honestly, I want to go back in time and hit myself for this. But in a sense, there were some good cringe moments. This weird story dream I had was just off but nostalgic in the sense of I remember typing it from all those years ago. I was so invested in this story I tried to make it real and share it with everyone. In a sense, I did fail. Like I made so many spelling mistakes and the wording of these stories is so vague and makes it hard for people to follow.Not only that, I started seeing bits a pieces of names of people I met on here and memories started to flow more. I remember times I crushed on some people on here and that just made me go *yuck* or *ehuuuugh* today. I get I was like 12 - 14, but this is just unbearable. Seriously some of the comments I made in response to them responding to my posts is downright rude and disrespectful. Most of them were people stating some constructive feedback and I apparently couldn't take it. I now can thankfully, so I guess that started to teach me that life is full of critics so deal with it.
There's two reasons i'm posting this. One is, if anyone knew who I was or met me all those years ago, I am really sorry for my attitude. It was completely unacceptable for even someone my age. I know its insignificant since its been so long, but I want to just put it out there because of how bad it was. The other reason is just kinda to label how far I've come and as a lesson to some. I really have come far from 7 years and this did get the ball rolling to teach me how to be a better person. So I hope this kinda teaches some lessons in regards to what not to do on here. If you want to check for yourself you can if you want. It does not matter to me much since now i'm 19 years old and i'm not really into Minecraft much anymore. I play it from time to time but never like I once was. I might come on here every so often just to laugh and cringe at what I once did, but I'll never be as active as I once was. So thanks for reading my long monologue about an old man looking at the past and remembering how far I came.
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