As the years get bigger, they begin to trigger: Memories of the past, where I’ve gone last, sounds that I’ve heard, sights I’ve observed. Friends that I’ve made, but they start to fade, as I begin to live in the present.
I just cried for an hour straight... I just rewatched this movie and then searched franticly for this song. Something inside me broke. I loved this movie when I was a kid. I also had a huge crush on Cody (which is wild bc he is a penguin but whatever) I forgot how moving this movie is. It had no business hitting so deep. Rewatching it made me feel like I let down the younger version of myself. She was so full of wonder and happiness and I have lost so much of that by growing up. I miss her but I know she is gone forever and it's time that I move on and accept I am not the same person I was 10 years ago. It's like mourning the death of someone who never died. I also realized how much my grandpa reminds me of Big Z and I am so thankful to have him in my life as a role model. He is always giving me advice and helping me when I need it. If you have never seen it or haven't see it in a while, I HIGHLY recommend watching it. It's free on youtube with ads.
I instantly thought of some story I heard around a year ago:
There was this guy who once sent a letter to tons of people saying something like: "Send me [βsmall amount of money that I can't remember] to learn how to get easy cash by mail." and to everyone who sent him money replied: "Do what I did."
I'm pretty sure the government has some way to stop people from doing that now. My silly brain just can't remember what it was. Might just be illegal. Probably is. Whatever.
you could tax evade for zero money loss but they added the irs so yeah, but you could pick the job "youtuber" and say your going to donate to a cancer fund because a popular youtuber died and then pick the path "liar" and if you spam the lie option and the donate button it gives you infinite money.
I just watched my neighbor's tree fall over.. My other neighbor's tree fell down a few days ago. Someone explain what the bean is going on.
I aint going on anymore walks around the block for a while.
On another note, I started editing my Orange SMP season 3 video, been a while since I've edited. I'm doing a no armor challenge :O Well actually I've alr recorded all of it, so not doing, but did. I'm waiting to play after 1.21 cuz if my progress gonna get reset in a few days, then just wait yk.
But yeah sorry bout being so inactive a lot going on irl (as I've said over 5 times now)
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