Hello, my friends! I have been not "active" for 6 months holy cow! But, anyways, I had a huge
Déjà vu
moment on and off about my first online friend who was also my first Minecraft friend. Long story short, I cannot remember much since I met them when I was 6. :( I think they were a year or two older than I was. They had a bloody(ish) white-clothed Minecraft skin girl with long white hair and red eyes! OH AND BLACK LONG(ISH) BOOTS! That is all I can remember from their skin from Minecraft. Why am I bringing this up? She is gone, she passed away I would like to say around 2010-2012 (my personal guess). She and I met on Edawg878! You know, that creative server. I miss her so extremely dearly... That's why I randomly thought of them again and I started balling my eyes out (currently still am). How did she pass? Due to Cancer... She lost her battle. Her brother who also played Minecraft told me, I was heartbroken ever since.
How can we believe this? You don't have to, but the account she met me on was known as "greengums" on there. Until I lent my account over to a friend, bad idea ever! My account was banned and deleted for safety. (Minecraft Account. I want to be VERY CLEAR!) But yeah... I still miss them truly and I hold them close to my heart. :)
Thanks for reading, I appreciate it. (IF you happen to know anything or even may know who I am talking about... please respond!) Again, thank you all! <3
I don't like it when I get led on, doesn't matter the situation or what I may be receiving. I just want to feel like a priority to my friends (not in a toxic or obsessive way, of course!) Like, I want to matter more than just something basic or average. I have been feeling like that recently. It hurts so bad... </3
I'll be the first to say if any one of you are feeling this way. I am so extremely sorry. I totally know how you feel right now. We are greater than anyone could ever think. Remember that <3
In response to my previous post about how Instagram was not letting me speak after talking about Palestine, I only have further proof. My account has been suspended. The owner of the app is a zionist. I have no proof that it is because of my comments about boycotting/supporting Palestine, but the timing was too coincidental to not be (plus I didn’t break any other rules). I’m appealing my account but no promises that it will be saved, so if you know me on Instagram and are wondering what happened to my account (if it gets deleted) this is why.
Instagram is such a shitshow. It’s deleting my comments fighting for Palestine and such. This is not a recent issue. It is ongoing and extremely frustrating. I hate the owners of Instagram may they all rot in hell 💗