I don't know what “caving in” means, so someone define it for me (yes I am an idiot)
Now, I don't know how old you are, but assuming it had been 11 years, you are probably in your 20s. At that age, I think its time to switch to different games. You should try different games on steam, or maybe try console games, or whatever you like. Or maybe quit gaming as a whole, and probably focus on life more, socialize with people. Or maybe since you're socializing with people, you can see if they can play Minecraft with you.
For my side, I have my own “game quitting” story too. So to make it short, I quit playing Roblox in 2018-2019. Back in 2017, I played Roblox pretty much everyday. What did I do because I quit roblox? I played different games on my PS4. Then in 2021, I decided to play Roblox “one last time before I quit”. I got hooked into the game, and now I play Roblox pretty much everyday. So try playing different games in the meantime, that's my advice.