Hello, my friends! I have been not "active" for 6 months holy cow! But, anyways, I had a huge
Déjà vu
moment on and off about my first online friend who was also my first Minecraft friend. Long story short, I cannot remember much since I met them when I was 6. :( I think they were a year or two older than I was. They had a bloody(ish) white-clothed Minecraft skin girl with long white hair and red eyes! OH AND BLACK LONG(ISH) BOOTS! That is all I can remember from their skin from Minecraft. Why am I bringing this up? She is gone, she passed away I would like to say around 2010-2012 (my personal guess). She and I met on Edawg878! You know, that creative server. I miss her so extremely dearly... That's why I randomly thought of them again and I started balling my eyes out (currently still am). How did she pass? Due to Cancer... She lost her battle. Her brother who also played Minecraft told me, I was heartbroken ever since.
How can we believe this? You don't have to, but the account she met me on was known as "greengums" on there. Until I lent my account over to a friend, bad idea ever! My account was banned and deleted for safety. (Minecraft Account. I want to be VERY CLEAR!) But yeah... I still miss them truly and I hold them close to my heart. :)
Thanks for reading, I appreciate it. (IF you happen to know anything or even may know who I am talking about... please respond!) Again, thank you all! <3
I don't like it when I get led on, doesn't matter the situation or what I may be receiving. I just want to feel like a priority to my friends (not in a toxic or obsessive way, of course!) Like, I want to matter more than just something basic or average. I have been feeling like that recently. It hurts so bad... </3
I'll be the first to say if any one of you are feeling this way. I am so extremely sorry. I totally know how you feel right now. We are greater than anyone could ever think. Remember that <3
I wonder if my ocd is causing me to tic ? because I’ve been having involuntary body movements a lot more often and my ocd is becoming much more prominent… Send Help 😞
I’m no expert but it could be i have Tourette’s (basically a condition meaning I have multiple tics) my cousin also has Tourette’s but the movements he makes are so much worse His Tourette’s developed when we were going to have our year 2 sats I think it was because of anxiety and stress
ive also recognised that when I’m very anxious and stressed out my tics are worse Another thing I’ve realised is when my tics are worse my breathing is very fast like I’m hyperventilating what I do to calm it down is uh hold my breath until I can’t and once I hit my limit slowly breathe out again and again it sounds stupid but works-
hopefully this may help but everyone’s tics are different
i totally get that! a lot of times my intrusive thoughts correlate with my tics. sometimes my mind goes "I should definitely not fall here" and my tics would make my legs stop in place, and sometimes make me drop to the floor. when i'm with a seat partner I have a thought of touching them, and my tics would make me try to slap them before I force myself to stop. there's all kinds of ways to go about treating tics like medicine and therapy, which i've tried, but I learned to accept myself with it. personally, i've told people around that I have tics, and asked if they bothered them, to which most people have responded no. it can be annoying not having control over your own body, but just know you're not alone <3
Hey guys ! I’m gonna be doing an art livestream in a little while (I have yet to decide if it’s gonna be public) and would like to share this form ! Send your art requests and I’ll post likely draw them (cartoons/anime stuff is more likely to be done than real people or animals) !
I did adjust the privacy settings as much as I could but since I am asking for reference images (file responses) google has to share that information (so I can access the images). If it helps anyone who is reading this feel more comfortable, I’m not reading the email names or anything. XD
it might be a good idea 2 adjust the privacy settings on form submission, it's got a warning across the top of the page letting ppl know that their email address will be shared if they complete the form n we don't like to encourage people sharing their email addresses, esp since they often have ppls full names attached. i don't think you're out to get anyone or anything, bt being safe is a good habit
YouTube shorts is what got me into it as well, I watched the show in its entirety last year and was waiting months for season 6 to come out. Now that it’s out (coming out weekly) I have been keeping up with it but also rewatching it because I forgot how good the show is.
I've been watching it lately, about halfway through season 4, youtube shorts has gotten me to watch 3 shows in the last year and a half, they are an addiction.
whoever guesses how many total pop reels I’ve gotten gets a silly doodle for free, ends in 24 hours EDIT: this includes all the past submissions I have had posted :P
i just had to fill out a support thingy to try and get my project sekai account back i am So tired. . anyway new persona reference !!! i gave him actual paws i think they look so cutee! honestly its mostly pretty small changes from the old 1 but still different enough to make a new reference. . .
The Out of Our Closet event is now taking contributions! Everyone, no matter your skill level, is welcome to submit up to 5 pride-themed outfit bases to the overall prize pool.
From today (May 1, 2024) to May 31, 2024, you can fill out this form to sign up as a contributor, and fill out this one to actually submit some outfit bases! Please be sure to read through the instructions provided.
Moreover, you can get the most immediate updates through the official event group, and it is being organized over on Skindex as well, if you prefer that! We look forward to seeing all of your beautiful creations during June! :-D
I use commissioner for books/writing though I write all my papers and schoolwork in Times New Roman in terms of funky fonts I like Cherry Cream Soda and Finger paint. Despite the writing hack with Comic Ans it never worked on me so I never used it .....