Hello everyone 91300536 here and I have a very interesting story you might want to hear and give me feedback on what I should do.

It all starts 5 months ago. I join a server and im well liked among players and staff. I built an amazing cathedral that practically astounded everyone. (fast forward to today) The owner gives me an oppurtunity to build the new server spawn. So I accept. For about 20 minutes I watch the owner build the main spawn. And im stuck in survival fighting for my life against a 50+ zombie hord. When he finishes I ask him if I can get started. He says yes. And I ask for the usuall gm 1 and he tells me its for admins only. I say ok then what do I do. So what he does is gives me wood and stone and tells me to make houses. Now here I am, survival mode, night time, tons of wood and stone, cant fly, no special perms at all. Eventually I run out of supplies thankfully. And then I think what the hell. I spend 5 months building stuff that everyone knows me for and now im stuck building houses with wood and stone. Nothing else to use. Where is the imagination? Thats where good builds come from. Not just from a frieken wood and stone hut. So what should I do? Leave the server? Continue under these conditions? What do I do...