Did this one a couple months back, also not that good, little patience for this type of art. It was supposed to be this series of Allay images that got lewder and lewder as times went on just to get people mad at me, because I think it is funny. Got bored with the idea pretty quickly, hurting people like that is honestly only fun when you gain their trust, ripping an trusting heart apart is probably one of the most beautiful things god allows human to do, each moving part bleeding away in a thousand colors and gore, the tears and sorrow flowing, regret, love and hate moving as one like they could dance, it makes us mad, drive some crazy and the pain really never goes away, it just stays there, silently hurting, we just pretend we don't notice, the human suffering truly is god's ultimate masterpiece, and people even dare to ask why he allows to happen. Else, you are just a douche acting like a douche, nothing special, happens all the time.

But like I said, little patience, I should go back to this drawing and do it again, some classic normal cute pin up pulling some heart strings, that would be fun to see the reaction. I'm pretty sure this is my last piece of minecraft fanart also, so If I want to post anything else around here I'm supposed to do more, even put some effort into it? Huh? That sounds neat. But I'm so tired, so tired, I don't remember the last time I didn't felt tired, like I have the weight of the entire world on my back, like my heart is made of lead and I can feel slowly what makes me human slip away more and more, is such a curious thing, you can always lose a bit more of your humanity no matter how much you lost, the abyss has no button, you can only keep falling and falling deeper and deeper, no matter how much you sink, the light only seem furthers away, until has no more light, seems like I always found a way of dig myself a little deeper than before, is quite magical honestly. But that's just more insane rambling, it has no meaning, no one will ever read any of this, if anyone ever even bothers they won't care, why would they?

I wish I had wings like an Allay, so I could fly far away, to a place were nothing truly matters, but there is no such place, I cannot escape and I don't deserve any wings. Not that i care for any of those facts, I will get my wings, eventually, I always do.