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  Zrose90
  May 16, 2024, 3:03 am to Public
  yesterday i remembered something
  in jan
  i had a plan
  
  i was feeling rlly bad
  it was a 2 week holiday
  i planned the first day back id run away and try die
  
  but then the week before my plan was going to commence we were told that my dad was having an operation on that day and it was the time school finishes which is when i would run away
  
  i didnt run away that day cus his operation and i didnt want to put to much stress on my family
  now its may and things keep getting worse so
  
  friday or saturday
  dont know when yet
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  i am going to overdose
  if things keep getting worse
  
  
  idk why i told u guys but yeah
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  MerBatPhan89 said 2024-05-16 19:14:38

  

  I know you are going through a rough time right now, but please don't do this. If you died your parents would really miss you, and it would just make things worse instead of better. I beg you PLEASE don't give up. If you want to talk, just send me a message or you can contact me on discord. Please hang in there and stay strong! 🙏

  SatoshiHikari said 2024-05-16 16:57:54

  

  Please Don't Do It! life is more worth it than death you still have a whole wonderfull life ahead of you and throwing it all away will only make problems worse i know we may not know each other in real life but trust me im worried for you and want you to live Stay Alive My Friend

  Ender Sparkle said 2024-05-16 15:38:07

  

  I am still here. Worried. About you. About others, who have similar plans. Maybe even about myself. Don't depart from this world. This is probably my last reply for you today. If you have read all of the notifications I gave you, thank you for your time. We traveled trough your posts, seen how far you got. Even the therapists sometimes need a therapist of their own...

  spookyshxdow said 2024-05-16 15:17:01

  

  hey, i know things might seem difficult right now, but please remember that there are people who love and care about you. life is hard sometimes - it happens to all of us, but i can assure you things will get better. if you ever need a place to vent, my dms are open. if you'd rather speak with trusted professional about your emotions (if you're in the us), you can call the samaritans line (8778704673), or you can call a different line for words of affirmation (7079888410).
  
  i really hope that you change your mind. i know i'm just another stranger on the internet, but i want to assure you that you will be okay. i'll be keeping you in my thoughts <3

  -Venom_soldier said 2024-05-16 09:22:52

  

  remain, all of we worry about you, please, don't do it, alright? hold on, die is never a solution, plase, remain, I hate seeing people bad... or saying that they want to die or hurt themselves, please, hold on, do it for this whole community on your side, do it for us, life is beautiful, you are surely young, even if life is difficult, you can overcome those moments and be happy, and remember, life is beautiful, don't waste it

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  Zrose90
  May 15, 2024, 10:44 am to Public
  IM ABLE TO DO ALL 4 SUBJECTS I WANTED AAAAA:
  
  ART
  DT
  COMPUTING
  FRENCH
  
  ALL 4 MAIN OPTIONS EEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭
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  r a i n b o w said 2024-05-15 13:03:03

  

  oh god both art and dt is gonna kill u

  oliviobobby said 2024-05-15 11:10:05

  

  congrats!

  -Venom_soldier said 2024-05-15 11:01:41

  

  Good!

  MInecraft_user12 Alt said 2024-05-15 10:54:39

  

  ̸C̸̸o̸̸o̸̸l̸
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  Zrose90
  May 14, 2024, 1:15 pm to Public
  I got another 8 in science :)
  only the first 8 I got like a few weeks ago was a ‘strong 8’
  bit this 8 I got most recently was a ‘lower 8’ so I didn’t get as high of an 8 ;-;
  so now in chronological order I have gotten these grades in science
  3
  5
  8
  8
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  Papa Enny replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-15 11:11:27

  

  I am bilingual and they were jealous lmao

  -Venom_soldier replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-15 10:58:35

  

  My teachers don't teach directly

  Zrose90 replied to Papa Enny's comment below 2024-05-15 03:00:44

  

  ive just been revising a lot ig (NOT TRYNA SAY U HAVENT :SOBS:)
  my teachers dont teach well (hence the 3) so i just have to teach everything to myself

  Papa Enny said 2024-05-14 13:21:05

  

  8 in science? I couldn't get a 6 in german, because of my b*tchy teacher and you even got an 8 of a serious subject
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  Zrose90
  May 13, 2024, 11:59 am to Public
  Is it just me who gets intense periods of feeling really down but at the same time nothing less - so you just want to cut off from society
  delete all socials
  never speak to anyone or anything again
  live alone away from people
  
  
  idk I don’t feel like I explained it well enough :/
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  Zrose90 replied to oliviobobby's comment below 2024-05-15 02:59:32

  

  rip

  Zrose90 replied to -Venom_soldier's comment below 2024-05-15 02:58:32

  

  true ig-

  oliviobobby said 2024-05-14 14:06:54

  

  sameee i felt like that 2 days ago

  Sophisticated_Trashcan replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-14 13:57:01

  

  👍

  -Venom_soldier replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-14 13:26:49

  

  Yeah, I am,but that makes me human

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  Zrose90
  May 13, 2024, 4:31 am to Public
  Fun fact: my status is usually songs which;
  Are stuck in my head
  my favourite
  im relating to it at that point
  
  idk why I’m saying this
  just thought maybe some people maybe didn’t know and now they do :D
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Hello I am Zrose90 but you can call me rose :D

I promise you I'm not usually this depressed its just 2024 is a rough year 😭
you can check out my skindex account here where all my skins are:
https://www.minecraftskins.com/profile/6608998/zrose90



Fun fact: my status is usually songs which;
Are stuck in my head
my favourite
im relating to it at that point

idk why I’m saying this
just thought maybe some people maybe didn’t know and now they do :D

im to lazy to add a proper bio I’ll do it later (not my bio being like this for over a year lmao and being very updated)

contests are closed

I will join what I’m interested in lol-
I’m overloaded in requests so they r closed for now

tysvm for lvl 22 and all the support you guys have shown me ilyall <3
Shoutout to all my followers :)

this is random but.. I wanna make my own texture pack sm aaaa

but I have no clue how-
like Ik how to make the textures-
just not the web or whatever I’d need-

if you guys know plz plz tell me

updated on 13/5/24

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  Shift Stardust posted to guest book of Zrose90
  May 16, 2024, 12:53 pm to Public
  You like angels, i make them for some people on other things
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  Rxsealayna posted to guest book of Zrose90
  May 9, 2024, 3:12 am to Public
  hey, i saw some of your posts.
  stay safe for us all, please? we're all on your side <3
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  Zrose90 replied to Rxsealayna's comment below 2024-05-10 06:53:05

  

  Tysm again it means a lot <33

  Rxsealayna replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-09 03:37:36

  

  no problem <3
  i'm rooting for you :)

  Zrose90 said 2024-05-09 03:28:42

  

  Thank you 😭 <3
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  Papa Enny posted to guest book of Zrose90
  May 8, 2024, 10:23 am to Public
  https://youtube.com/shorts/l63vmU_Ejks?feature=shared
  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0qzOG-D3AM
  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpGzKBcD9PA
  
  https://youtube.com/shorts/AHXd3eh89-g?feature=shared
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  Zrose90 said 2024-05-09 03:28:21

  

  BAHAHA 😭
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  Ender Sparkle posted to guest book of Zrose90
  April 25, 2024, 11:03 am to Public
  Are you ok? I was searching trough the newest wall posts, saw yours and got concerned. Keep yourself safe please.
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  Ender Sparkle replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-05-16 14:47:32

  

  You still ok?

  Zrose90 said 2024-04-27 09:30:09

  

  Thanks for asking it means a lot :)
  meh could be SO MUCH better but there are people experiencing worst
  Ty :)
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  itsgen_ posted to guest book of Zrose90
  February 3, 2024, 2:02 pm to Public
  OR MAYBE U NEVER CARED AT ALL AHHH love that song omg
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  Zrose90 replied to itsgen_'s comment below 2024-02-07 10:52:06

  

  IF YOU CARED TO ASK

  itsgen_ replied to Zrose90's comment below 2024-02-03 20:05:57

  

  OR MAYBE U NEVER CARED AT ALL
  
  SO GOOD FOR U U LOOK HAPPY AND HEALTHY NOT ME

  Zrose90 said 2024-02-03 14:32:25

  

  ^-^ same hereee
  MAYBE IM JUST TO EMOTIONAL
  EEEE yesss
  But its hitting a bit to hard atm icl-
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  itsgen_ posted to guest book of Zrose90
  October 9, 2023, 3:19 pm to Public
  OMG I DIDN'T KNOW YOU HAD A PMC ACCOUNT OMG
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  Zrose90 said 2023-10-15 09:04:10

  

  HAHA LMAOOO 😭 <3
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  Zrose90 posted to their guest book.
  October 5, 2023, 2:41 pm to Public
  :o I found ended the day be4 my bday last yr lmaoo-
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  Zrose90 said 2023-10-30 09:24:59

  

  Ender* ;-;
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  Zrose90 posted to their guest book.
  October 5, 2023, 2:38 pm to Public
  GIVE ME MY BIG WALL POSTS BACK PMC 😭
  IDK IF ITS A GLITCH BUT IT KEEPS MAKING RANDOM RESIZES!?
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  Zrose90 posted to their guest book.
  September 26, 2023, 12:23 pm to Public
  BY MISTAKE MADE A RESIZE HELP- :SOBS:
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  Zrose90 posted to their guest book.
  September 24, 2023, 6:30 am to Public
  Currently Procrastinating ,procrastinating ,procrastinating ,procrastinating ,procrastinating ,
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If i knew how to upload a vid I would cus I recorded it in game

alr imma cut to the chase

so Yk how in disc 5 there’s like a marching scene with a horn or smth?

I HEARD THAT IN GAME!

so basically I was playing on a server all versions bedrock Java Mcpe
blossomcraft the tulip server

this coward was to scared to go to an ancient city he found under his base so obv I offered to help

eventually almost the whole server was helping xD


then I had 3 wardens chasing me and other peeps where busy fighting other wardens so I was by myself

then all of a sudden I heard the marching sound

idk if it was bc

1. There were a lot of wardens
2. There were a lot of players
3. A lot of players were dying
4. A lot of wardens where getting killed (cus I made quite a few traps which worked)
5. If only I heard it bc I killed the most wardens outta the group and the first few (I killed like 13 at the end since I had 13 catalyst and I hadn’t mined any)
SPREAD THE WORD

TRY SEND THIS TO YTERS OR SMTH IDK

YTERS (SOME) USE PMC! IT IS POSSIBLE

like diamond emerald whatever do what u must to get this seen and noticed)

imma post a skin for this to spread the word

this happened on my 1 year anniversary (of making skins) on the 30/12/22

SPREAD THE WORD
SPREAD THE WORD
PLZ

hope u found this interesting
LIKE, DIAMOND, EMERALD, SHARE IT

DO WHAT U MUST TO GET THIS NOTICED!


bye :D

ps: imma try find a way to upload the vid to pmc

IMPORTANT EDIT:

its bc there was loads of wardens. The next day every1 was gone offline or back home after dying. I was there bc I logged of mc there. THERE WERE SO MANY WARDENS SMH THEY COULDNT EVEN DEAL W THEM O.O

so I trapped em

and the sound played again..-

its bc there were sm wardens :D