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  Enderrless_
  July 2, 2019, 7:03 pm to Public
  heeeeeyy look who it is
  who am i
  idk
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  October 15, 2017, 7:01 pm with Public
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  Primordial
  October 15, 2017, 5:31 pm to Public

  I want to turn back
  To the days
  Where I didn't care about life
  And never thought about the knife
  Those days where I thought I had friends
  In reality I was naive
  In the end
  I was used
  Gullible,betrayed
  Useless
  I want to be happy
  So I fake the smile
  I fake my happiness
  I fake my personality
  The one thing I don't fake
  Is my sadness
  My friends?
  Crush my dreams
  'EUGH your stupid'
  'U speak weird'
  'Ur different'
  'Do u just cry for attention'
  'Could u buy this for me?'
  'Sorry but I don't think you'll achieve your dreams'
  -
  Sure call me attention seeking
  Call me whatever I've heard it all
  Tree
  weirdo
  idiot
  coward
  Asian freak
  Liar
  Fool
  I've been trampled on already
  And when I first fought back
  Standing up for myself
  I just got shouted at
  Got into an arguement
  Left alone
  No one cared
  They were fooled by 'I'm ok'
  I wanna go back
  where I didn't cry everyday
  Where people didn't laugh at my misery
  Called me a whimp and attention seeking
  Where I had some importance
  Where I got help
  But now
  I just hate myself
  Why don't I just kill myself?
  I'm too scared
  I have weak bones
  Low pain tolerance
  Sensitive
  Basically
  I'm Pathetic
  I'm sorry I'm different
  Im Sorry pronounce things different
  I'm sorry I'm not English exactly
  I'm sorry I don't get 100% in everything
  I'm sorry I have a ugly face
  I'm sorry I have a big head
  I'm sorry for crying so much
  I'm sorry for trying to make new friends
  I'm sorry for trying to stick up for myself
  I'm sorry
  So sorry
  Sorry
  I'm sorry
  For being alive
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  I don't ask for pity I just ask for a glance just to know I'm not invisible
  The world isn't a happy place
  everyday is a bad day
  youll never convince me
  anyday will be a good day

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