I wanna level with yall. I don’t think you get all of the sadness I experience on a day to day basis. Every day at random times, I remember that I can never meet anyone who understands me, I can’t be in the world that comforts me from all my emotions, that I will be starved of romance till I’m at least 18, and that’s ingnoring my ugliness. All I want is someone to love me for who I am, not judging me for anything I say or do. But I know that people like that don’t exist. I make up worlds in my mind so I can do everything I want to and feel like I don’t want to die. To be honest, the only things keeping me here are y’all, my imagination, and the fandoms I’m in. I’m sorry for venting to y’all, no one even reads these anyway. Go back to watching fun videos, go back to your happy places. I hope you have more happiness then me.