Strawberries are yummy
alsomits raining now the strawberries my mom planted are getting th water they need yayayyayay

I have made a FNAF skin jam :)

say it ain’t so by weezer is stuck in my head rn. y r weezer songs so catchy

Guess my next skinfight attack target 😈

Yesterday was such an amazing day /s

my sister stitched me up making my mum believe I hurt her
so my mum was hitting me w this pole/stick thing
then my dad came and said ‘here use this instead to hit her on her head’ *presents a xylophone looking bath toy thingy* ‘I bet that would really hurt’
wow :/

then later on he said ‘if I could I would have already hit u so hard on the head it would have cracked your skull open’
I yelled back I want to Kms to (I do)

then my mum told me that unaliving is bad and it’s haram (I’m Muslim)
and she told me I’m not serious Abt it I’m just looking for attention
then my dad came in and started making jokes abt suicide

WTF IS WRONG W HIM
IK HE HAS COMPLEX PERSONALITY DISORDER BUT WTF

And then I left the room to ‘brush my teeth’ (sob and scratched myself until I almost blead)

people say things get better..
it got better for a few days
but not it’s sm worse then before 😭

maybe watching true crime and disturbing things found on the internet iceberg videos isn’t helping my anxiety


just a thought

Does adulthood just come with decreased ability to sleep, because this is my second time unwillingly pulling an all nighter ???