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for this contest
honestly i have mixed feelings about this skin
the concept i was trying to wrap it around was a strange feeling i used to feel a lot. sometimes i would act like i was absolute royalty, no one should even dare come near me, i have everything i need. i’m better than you. but deep inside i wanted wanted what other people had: popularity and normality.
as a latina in a very rural area in america i was an extreme minority. i remember wishing i was white when people would make fun of my skin tone, but i would shake it off and spit something back that was meaningless and put them in their place. all i wanted was to be normal, so i acted just like the snobby group. i fit in with them, and eventually the racial comments about me stopped.
i didn’t handle it like i should’ve.
since then i’ve found the way to take pride of who i am. i’ve found inner peace with myself.
if i could go back i would stand up for myself properly instead of cowering behind my fear. i would stand up for people like me.

the first song i chose was Sit Down! by NCT127. it’s probably one of my favorite songs at the moment. it makes me feel powerful, like i could conquer the whole world if wanted to. it captures how i feel about these people now, looking back on my situation.


the second song i chose was Must Be Nice by Will Jay. it’s a strange song with a strange beat, and i adore it. i think it sums up the way i felt in that strange area of my life, the jealousy i felt towards them.
warning: it’s explicit.