Published Oct 25th, 2014, 10/25/14 8:36 pm
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I was thinking.
Thinking about the members that have told us things about being sad, depressed, whatever.
And some little thing happened today,
and it helped me through the voice in my head saying terrible things to me.
I don't know your situation.
You may think that my little story is like nothing compared to yours.
And that's alright.
I don't plan on trying to help you.
But I just wanted to share with you a small, most likely irrelevant thing that made me feel
Better.
This morning, I was scared.
Really stupid reason, but I was scared.
I had a basketball game.
And the voice in my head came.
Kept replaying scenes in my head about me letting people down.
Replaying scenes of when I messed up.
Saying things to make me feel terrible.
It happens before every game.
And I cry everytime.
Because I am terrified of screwing up.
I was eating breakfast with my mom.
We were talking about the concert we went to last night.
There was a brief moment of silence.
I had been hiding my feelings until then.
And so I told her, trying to hold back my tears.
You can only hold them for so long.
And then they burst.
We hug for a minute.
And then she starts to cry.
She says to me that she has the voice in her head.
And I cry.
And we're together, both crying in each others' arms.
"Some things we can't control," she says,
"So we pray."
She says,
"God, Universe, anybody out there, give me the strength to realize that I am beautiful.
I need help.
Please help me through my troubles."
So I went to my room and I prayed.
I prayed that whoever is listening would help me.
Help me get through that stupid voice.
So I can realize that I am fine.
Just the way I am.
So I prayed.
And I played the game of my life.
We won 32-0
If you get anything out of this, it's that when you're sad, confess and, when all else fails,
Pray.
And mean it.
Just a little story I wanted to tell...
Thank you c:
you probably thought you wasted 5 mins of your life reading this stupid thing
too bad so sad
k bye
Thinking about the members that have told us things about being sad, depressed, whatever.
And some little thing happened today,
and it helped me through the voice in my head saying terrible things to me.
I don't know your situation.
You may think that my little story is like nothing compared to yours.
And that's alright.
I don't plan on trying to help you.
But I just wanted to share with you a small, most likely irrelevant thing that made me feel
Better.
This morning, I was scared.
Really stupid reason, but I was scared.
I had a basketball game.
And the voice in my head came.
Kept replaying scenes in my head about me letting people down.
Replaying scenes of when I messed up.
Saying things to make me feel terrible.
It happens before every game.
And I cry everytime.
Because I am terrified of screwing up.
I was eating breakfast with my mom.
We were talking about the concert we went to last night.
There was a brief moment of silence.
I had been hiding my feelings until then.
And so I told her, trying to hold back my tears.
You can only hold them for so long.
And then they burst.
We hug for a minute.
And then she starts to cry.
She says to me that she has the voice in her head.
And I cry.
And we're together, both crying in each others' arms.
"Some things we can't control," she says,
"So we pray."
She says,
"God, Universe, anybody out there, give me the strength to realize that I am beautiful.
I need help.
Please help me through my troubles."
So I went to my room and I prayed.
I prayed that whoever is listening would help me.
Help me get through that stupid voice.
So I can realize that I am fine.
Just the way I am.
So I prayed.
And I played the game of my life.
We won 32-0
If you get anything out of this, it's that when you're sad, confess and, when all else fails,
Pray.
And mean it.
Just a little story I wanted to tell...
Thank you c:
you probably thought you wasted 5 mins of your life reading this stupid thing
too bad so sad
k bye
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—The Problem of Pain, C.S. Lewis
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and thank you again cx