Published Oct 19th, 2016, 10/19/16 6:37 pm
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Back from my hiatus...
To summarise it here you go
To summarise it here you go
Summary of my Hiatus I apologise
So to sum it up, I've been having really terrible self-doubt problems lately, partially due to skinning, but moreover due to school. I've been hating my work by comparing it to others, and in the end I hate their work as well, which is something I feel so ashamed about. And I know you could just say: 'Don't doubt yourself,' but it's not as easy as just saying that. I haven't fully come to terms with my self doubt, but it's getting better and thus I post this skin as a hopeful apology. And if you can't tell it's me Effervescence or FadingDarkness_ or FadingDorkness_.
An even more in depth answer for my Self Doubt Problems concerning school
I just recently started 7th grade. A whole new school, a whole new team away from all of my friends, and a whole new lifestyle of sleep-deprivation. I felt like you grades wee suffering for the first week or two, and it caused me so much stress that it hurt-and still does due to the past tress, that I feel sick to my stomach the whole 7 hours I'm there.
My self Esteem Suffers as Well Due to My Condition
I have a condition called Hashimotos, which is a condition that makes your body unable, or extremely terrible, at loosing weight. I feel like I look fat, dispite my attempts at rectifying my mistakes. Not only that, but it makes my iron taker-inner work 10x less than normal. Alongside that, I have exercise induced Asthma. It makes running a nightmare. I'm not fast, nor do I have good endourance, so when we were asked to run a mile for gym with less than a week to practice, I fell apart. I am very quick to overreact, a drama queen, and a never ending fountain.
If You're Still Reading
Thank you. I'm glad I got to say this, as it helped me lift lots off my chest. My grades are not in fact suffering. I just want you to know how much you people mean to me. However, I will not be posting regularly, so don't get your hopes up. Once every 2-3 weeks, maybe.
| Gender | Female |
| Format | Java |
| Model | Alex |
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welcome back either way ;D
hope you get better.
btw i doubt your fat
i look pregnant tbh
7th grade omai we're close in age
subsequently 5'4 but that's besides thepoinT
OhWowThatsPrettyNeatButI'11StayHereWithMySmolChildAge
Pfft
we will always be supporting you no matter what
like they said, don't doubt yourself cause you don't have a reason to
you are beautiful in all the ways possible, at least for me and for others too
the details in this skin are amazing, and the colours you chose impress me
especially the hair, which I like the most, just oml so cute
the skins you make are spectacular, I have no other words to say
you are an amazing person, even if you don't realize that <3
get ready for a fanskin as soon as possible, fernn